12 June 2002 @ 12:56 am
I want to kill my mother.  
I know tomorrow I will regret this entry, probably make it private only, but right now I don't give a rat's ass. I'm so pissed off I can scream, so don't you start with me now!

So she's been bitching me for a while now to pick up my stuff from the living room (where my compy is), and tidy up my closet. I didn't want to do it. So I did what I always do: ignore her. Only this time, she grabbed the first things she saw in front of her and tried to throw them from the balcony; my Star Wars magazines along with my IRS papers. I wrestled my stuff away and threatend her seriously with throwing out of the window her favorite porcelain pumpkin (among other things).

Guess what she did; she threw the main power switch while my compy was on. She cut the power while my baby was online. *growl* I don't care how right she was. If anything happens to my puter, I will fucking kill her. My baby, my work, my memories...*sigh*

It's almost 1 after midnight, way past my current bedtime, I'm still going through paperwork and trying to figure out where to hide the extra magazines. I didn't get to finish the mini-map I promised a former colligue. I'm tired, sleepy and cranky, my new contacts are killing me and I still have an hour or so before I go to bed.

Tomorrow I'll regret it but tonight I want to kill my mother.
 
 
i'm feeling: infuriatedinfuriated
 
 
 
Dev Basaa: Ewancolorfulshadows on June 11th, 2002 07:05 pm (UTC)
Oh my word! Take a deep breath, padawan! It's going to be okay. Your mom has always been resentful of your comp, I'm not surprised she'd lash out at it to get to you. Seems you both have quite the temper. You probably need a break from each other, are your parents going away for the summer or anything? I recall them doing that once, were gone for a month or more. Maybe there's a friend or two you can crash with for a while to give you each a break? Just some random thoughts... and this :::::hugs:::::

Be at peace with the Force, my padawan ^__~
Ishi-No Kokoroqueenofstars on June 14th, 2002 08:01 am (UTC)
*takes deep breaths* I'm much calmer now. I really need to watch my temper, don't I? It doesn't get the best of me that often, but when it does... let's put it this way: Darth Maul is a kitten compared to me. *sigh*

Your mom has always been resentful of your comp

It's an old habit of hers; she always strikes me where it hurts, whether it's my compy, my tv rights (before I installed a tuner on my 'puter), my boyfriend (when I had one), my Saturday curfew... No I haven't lied, I'm 28 standard years of age thankyouverymuch! *snort* I wonder when she'll notice it, when she'll finally realise that I'm no longer the teenager she could push around, the little insecure girl who would succumb passively to her psychological extortions.

So for now we are in no-speaking terms.

You probably need a break from each other, are your parents going away for the summer or anything? I recall them doing that once, were gone for a month or more.

That's right, we have a house trailer parked at Rafina (about 15 km out of Athens, second port in size after Piraeus for Attica). They won't leave this summer either though 'cause my brother still serves in the navy and they want to be around to look after him.

And for the first time in a year and a half I thanked the Force they stayed home. (see new entry...)

Maybe there's a friend or two you can crash with for a while to give you each a break?

No, not really... These are considered as extreme measures for Greeks. *snort* I was sooooo born in the wrong country...

Thanks for the support and the hugs luv. You helped more than you know. =O)
 
 
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