June 3rd, 2004

daniel: what the shit is this?!

You don't have to tell me I shouldn't bitch when I'm upset.

I know it but I have to get this out of my chest before I choke.
Not a happy camper today. Not at all.
Thing is, I make and share Stargate icons. They are not that great but damn it! all I have to offer for this fandom is icons. I'd like to think of myself as generous and if I'm wrong, please, please tell it to my face so I can get off my high horse. Especially, when lately every icon I make no matter how much I like it and want to hold it, hug it, squeeze it and call it George, I give it up for adop... err, I share it with everyone who wants it. I haven't kept one for myself in ages. =\

And I ask: why, oh why is it too fucking much to ask for those I make for myself to keep them personal?! It's not like they are work of art or anything but they are my brainfarts and I like to keep them that way thankyouverymuch!

::bristles::

I'm certain that the girl who took my icon probably found it from someone else who had found it from someone else who had taken it from force knows where when I leave comments all around LJ and the whole affair is just a misunderstanding and before long I'll regret this post and acting like a whining little bitch but right now I feel sorry for myself and I want to sulk and... argh! Someone took my toy! ::sulk::

Perfect timing too, just as I had finished half a dozen J/D icons. I'm so friggin' tempted to keep them all for myself just for the hell of it.