June 3rd, 2004

daniel: what the shit is this?!

You don't have to tell me I shouldn't bitch when I'm upset.

I know it but I have to get this out of my chest before I choke.
Not a happy camper today. Not at all.
Thing is, I make and share Stargate icons. They are not that great but damn it! all I have to offer for this fandom is icons. I'd like to think of myself as generous and if I'm wrong, please, please tell it to my face so I can get off my high horse. Especially, when lately every icon I make no matter how much I like it and want to hold it, hug it, squeeze it and call it George, I give it up for adop... err, I share it with everyone who wants it. I haven't kept one for myself in ages. =\

And I ask: why, oh why is it too fucking much to ask for those I make for myself to keep them personal?! It's not like they are work of art or anything but they are my brainfarts and I like to keep them that way thankyouverymuch!


I'm certain that the girl who took my icon probably found it from someone else who had found it from someone else who had taken it from force knows where when I leave comments all around LJ and the whole affair is just a misunderstanding and before long I'll regret this post and acting like a whining little bitch but right now I feel sorry for myself and I want to sulk and... argh! Someone took my toy! ::sulk::

Perfect timing too, just as I had finished half a dozen J/D icons. I'm so friggin' tempted to keep them all for myself just for the hell of it.